Showing posts with label the long way back. Show all posts
Showing posts with label the long way back. Show all posts

Monday, February 16, 2026

The Long Way Back: Week 5 Recap

 February 16 Weigh-In: 245.3 lbs

Total Loss So Far: 25 pounds
Timeline: About 6 weeks in

The last recap was 11 days ago, and we’re still chugging along.

This morning I stepped on the scale at 245.3. That’s 25 pounds down in roughly six weeks. I’d say a good portion of that is water weight. I don’t know the exact percentage, and honestly, it doesn’t matter right now.

These are the early days of a cut. The number on the scale still matters. There’s no shame in that.

But I also know that when the scale stalls for a few days — or even ticks up slightly — the response doesn’t change. Trust the process. Track your food accurately. Hit your steps every single day. Lift at least three times per week.

That part is non-negotiable.


What I’ve Learned From Yo-Yo Dieting

One thing I’ve learned from years of dieting is that restrictive plans don’t work for me long term.

I can cut carbs aggressively and watch the scale drop fast. I’ve done it. It works.

Until it doesn’t.

Because once I fall off that wagon, it turns into binge eating. Then I gain it all back — usually faster than I lost it.

That cycle is exhausting.

So this time I track everything. If it fits within my daily calorie target, I eat it and make peace with it. Psychologically, that changes everything. I’m not stranded on some island eating fish and leaves. I have structure, but I also have choice.

And that makes it sustainable.


Priorities Have Shifted

Now that I’m older, my focus isn’t just losing weight. It’s building muscle.

I want my body to cooperate with my brain as I age. Muscle matters for longevity, mobility, and metabolic health. So protein is a priority — close to 1 gram per pound of body weight when I can fit it into my calories.

Carbs stay in, especially on strength training days. Fiber is non-negotiable — as much as my gut can tolerate.

I aim for 11–12k steps per day, and I never go below 10k. Weight training at least three times per week.

Small adjustments. Big consistency.

That’s what got 25 pounds off.

My clothes fit looser. My feet are thankful for the lighter load. I can feel the difference.


The Calorie Deficit

My intake typically ranges between 1200–1600 calories per day.

That’s aggressive for my body weight and activity level, but with the amount of fat I have to lose, it hasn’t felt overly taxing. I’m managing it well.

At some point in the next month or two, I may tighten things up to a consistent 1600. But for now, I can afford this phase.

The rule is simple:
If I start feeling lethargic, unmotivated, or my training performance suffers consistently — I’ll adjust.

This isn’t about suffering. It’s about sustainability.


Twenty-five pounds down.

A lot more to go.

But this is the first time it feels controlled instead of chaotic.

For now, we keep stacking disciplined weeks.




Wednesday, January 7, 2026

The Long Way Back - Week 1

 A personal journal on health, discipline, and starting again at 47.


Not another “New Year, New Me” fitness post.


But it actually is… sort of.


This is going to be more of a journal than a declaration. A record of how getting in shape, then getting out of shape, is — well — cyclical.


I’m 47 years old now. This isn’t about aesthetics.


Sure, we all want to look good at any age. But at this stage of life, the margin for error when it comes to taking care of ourselves is much narrower than it was in our 20s and 30s. You don’t get to ignore things for as long anymore.


I’ve tried almost everything under the sun to lose weight. And to be fair, plenty of those paths worked. I lost the weight. But I could never keep it off.


So at this point, it feels less like finding the perfect plan and more like choosing a modality I can realistically stick with — for as long as I can — this time.


I’m also starting to understand why the cycle doesn’t end. The traps. The shortcuts. The mental loopholes. The way motivation fades once the initial progress slows. Yo-yo dieting isn’t just physical — it’s psychological.


So the first order of business for me is honesty and accountability.


That means looking directly at the excuses for why I fall off the wagon and the motivations for why I keep getting back on the horse.


For now, I’ll boil everything down to one number.


Yesterday, I weighed 270 pounds.


I haven’t even started counting calories yet. At this weight, you can make one or two small changes and the scale will move quickly — mostly from water weight. And that’s okay.


Case in point: yesterday I decided to cut back on carbs slightly. I didn’t eat steamed rice with my meal. That’s it. Nothing dramatic.


This morning I woke up at 268.9 pounds.


That’s about a pound of water weight. But you know what it really is? A small step forward — and momentum matters.


For this first week, that’s all I’m focusing on.


Two simple things:

• Being mindful of protein intake — aiming for 130 grams per day  

• Getting 10,000 steps wherever I can  


It’s cold, the days are short, and Joshua Tree isn’t exactly begging you to go for long walks right now — so a lot of those steps will happen on the treadmill indoors. That’s fine.


That’s it. No grand promises. No overhaul.


Slow and steady worked for me before.  

So that’s what I’m leaning on this time.